oMFG my grandmother just walked in and goes “well…i couldn’t find him” and i looked at her oddly and said “who” and she goes “christian grey” IM CRYING 

officialpenn:

I think I’m just scared, you know? That one day I’m not going to be who I want to be or live the way I want to live. I’m not going to be doing what I want to do, or meeting the people I’ve wanted to meet my whole life. I’m not going to be in the world, I’m just going to be in one place, forever. I’m afraid of never moving on, or moving up. I’m afraid that one day the world will swallow me whole and I will become a shell of a person who once had so many goals for herself. I’ll became a nobody, when all I really wanted to do was be a somebody, for anybody. 

my mom just said “a man wants meat. he doesn’t want bones. he wants to eat his meat” and now i’m crying because can she not im so embarrassed now omfg bye

yourofficialverne:

Falling out of love hurts, especially for the person who fell out of love with someone else. Do you know what I mean? It hurts you to fall out of love with a person who meant so much to you at one point. It hurts because you have to look into the eyes and emotionally open yourself up and tell this person, a person who loves you with so much of them, someone who would probably lay their world at your feet that you no longer love them, or want them. It hurts to tell them, and it hurts to let them go. You’re emotionally hurting that person and yourself, possibly yourself more, if that’s possible. You have to deal with the confusion that has suddenly made it’s way into your mind, and you lose your best-friend through the process too, because no matter what you say to this person, they will forever remember you as someone who burned them so badly. You are guilty, confused, angry with yourself, there’s all of these new emotions on top of the emotions you already know. It is hard to fall out of love with someone, but it is also hard to love someone. It’s confusing you know? You don’t know when or where or how, you don’t know what time or what specific place it was, and it will make you angry, because you won’t remember what made you first love this person, only what made you fall out of love with this person, and it may not have even been their fault.